Tuesday 31 May 2011

你的声音

今天早上,凌晨两点钟,你就离开了马来西亚,到柬埔寨去了。还记得那时,我还在赶着我第二天的surgery presentation,压力死了。一直到三点凌晨,忍不住了,只好上床睡觉。早上六点半,才被轰隆的雷声,从睡梦中吓醒,继续未完成的presentation准备。幸好,一切准备功夫都顺利的在早上八点前完成。Presentation结束后,才松了一口气~~

今天一整天,都没有听到你的声音,好不习惯哦:-(
少了你那在我最不得空的时候,就来电的声音;
少了你那无止境的疑问,让我解决你的问题的声音;
少了你那一直要我带你这里玩,那里吃的声音;
少了你那唠叨,要我少玩电玩,勤劳读书的声音;
少了你那撒娇,打情骂俏,可爱,活泼,有活里的声音;
少了你那关心,要我注意饮食,照顾健康的声音;

唉~~不在了才想念的声音,在时,有时又会觉得有点烦的声音^ ^,好矛盾哦……
不过,你的声音已经是我人生不能缺少的东西,是我生命的一部分了。
少了你的声音,生活就好像缺了一大块似的,再也不完美了。
所以,希望你的声音,能够一直陪伴着我,直到永远……

看来,我需要多等一星期,才能再次听见你的声音咯~~
期待中……^^



Watching Fast and Furious 5 in Dataran Pahlawan GSC Melaka

Saturday 21 May 2011

Wesak Day 17/5/2011

Happy Wesak Day!!

Who knows, there is actually such a magnificent place in Kota Kemuning, Shah Alam. Come, let me show you 'my' new discovery. Not actually mine, hehe, but told by my mum's colleague.

Cars outside the Shah Alam Buddhist Society Building
So many cars...
At first we were stunned by the outnumbered cars along the roadside. This is the first time i experienced such a crowd for Wesak Day celebration. There are mostly Chinese and some Indians as well. As we were entering the building, we are required to remove our shoe wears. An area below the staircase is specially designed to keep our shoes with many tall shelves and you know what, they are all nearly full!!

Then, something funny happens. For the second time, my dad wore the same shirt with a guy we met there. The first time was when he is attending a friend's wedding ceremony. Haha XD... and he said, he'll never wear that shirt ever again,so paise. I bought the shirt in fact, never knew so many people have the same taste with me ^ ^.

My dad, in red white stripes...
The guy, with same shirt at the staircase...wakaka...XD
 The place is so loaded with people. We first bought some fresh flowers, for worship of Buddha later, and also bathing of Buddha. My mum donated some money for the society for development and charity purposes as well. On the way to the Great Hall for bathing of Buddha ceremony, there's a long queue to go. So, while queuing, we just looked around, exploring the new place, take some photos, etc.

So crowded until no place to walk ^ ^
Flowers bought...smells nice ^ ^
Dad and mum, queuing...

LCD screen showing activities of the day, so sophisticated!
My sis, daddy and mummy ^ ^
Taking photo while queuing =P

Me, daddy and mummy ^ ^
After the long queue, finally we are reaching the entrance of the Great Hall [大雄宝殿] for bathing the Buddha ceremony. The hall is HUGE!!! and AIR CONDITIONED!!! Thank goodness, for getting some cool air, it was a hot day indeed. In the hall, you can see the great statue of Buddha, solemnly sitting on the centre of the Hall, surrounded with flowers around Him. It was magnificent!!
Reaching the entrance of 大雄宝殿
Bathing Buddha ceremony on the stage...
Solemn statue of Buddha surrounded with flowers
Buddha statue (side view)
Daddy bathing the Buddha ^ ^
Speaking of what actually is bathing Buddha, i do not know very much as well, just go with the tradition, haha. But i searched online a little bit, and here it is Bathing Buddha. Next, we headed to the kitchen to have some vegetarian meal. The kitchen is located in the ground floor, and as before, it was as crowded. They have a large kitchen and dining hall, and after eating, we are required to wash our own plates and spoons. The food was not bad, but perhaps we dine in late, so not much left for us.

Crowded!!! Queuing for food ^ ^
Cute sister =P eating

Happy eating ^ ^
The kitchen
After the hearty meal, we continue exploring the place. Besides, the Great Hall and kitchen, there's also a Guan Yin Pu Sha 观音菩萨 museum,  pharmacy, meditation hall, classrooms for kids, and many many more. Every week, they have their own society's activities going on, for instance, Qi Gong classes, Tai Chi classes, prayers, meditation classes, and all sorts of other things. My mum especially love this place so much, since she is a devoted Buddhist. Too bad, i was less influenced by her in religion. Maybe its a matter of time. Before we left, we were able to write some wishes on paper leaves to be hanged on the Tree of Wishes ^ ^


Wishing well??





This incidental finding, really made my day. Who ever thought that, a supposedly boring, one day holiday of Wesak day would be so much fun with my family members and discovery of a new place. So, after the body purification ceremony, may my family and i would be in great shape, in the pink of health, all the best in everything we do. And may the wishing tree would make my wish come true...
^ ^

Monday 16 May 2011

Maze

Studying medicine is not difficult actually. Yeah, i know its easy to say but hard to do. In fact, the most important thing in studying medicine is hardworking. Which i am totally lacking of.

The only difficult thing in medicine is that it's too broad and for certain level for instance a medical student, you only need to know certain things. So, studying medicine is just like walking in a maze with a time limit. A maze is created in the first place to prevent its invaders coming out from it. And here i am as the naive invader.

In the maze, i tried to find the way out and as expected, all the effort meets dead end. From one dead end to the other, and from another dead end to the other, i gradually become frustrated. I ask myself, why am i wasting my energy trying to find the right way out of the maze, since only dead ends i am ended up with? Nevertheless, i am still going on with the flow and finally got the idea on which is the right way, how should i walk through, where are the traps and which junction to be avoided until you reach the exit of the maze. However, without realizing, time are tickling close to the time limit, and although knowing the correct pathway, i still could not make it to the end.

This is what i experienced in the study of medicine. For a medical student, you do not need to know everything to pass, but you need to know what you are expected to know to pass. If only i realise what i should know, and what are just nice to know at the very beginning, maybe i will not started off so blindly and ended up striving to pass.

I wonder why some of them just know what is important to study, and do not waste too much time studying the nice to know stuff. Is it they are born to be smart, or they know what to focus from what lecturer says, or they have been told what to study from their seniors, or they have complete notes from their seniors of all the important stuff. And why do i never know where should i put my focus on?

Maybe this is just an excuse for myself for not being able to excel in my studies since entering medical school. But it really is an issue for me and make myself begin to be frustrated in studying. Added with my poor power of memorizing, i really loss confidence in studies. More patheticly, i am now just merely trying to cope with studies by not failing in exams.

Now, i just hope that i can made it through...with the limited time...and limited knowledge within...

Sunday 15 May 2011

爱洁思

To 爱洁思:

I finally started my blog. Ngek ngek ngek=P. So, you know what to do lo. Hope this is a good start for you and me.
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Since she is in her holiday, I took her radio to my hostel. Once again, I played the CD which I once heard before, everyday during my supplementary exam during my first year. Now, I need it once again.
The CD titled '提高记忆力', not that I hear it to improve my memories, but I need it to make myself study. Don't know why, every time while listening to the CD, I can really concentrate and study. Maybe it reminds me of the painful days during my supplementary exam, or it has the ability to soothe my heart to concentrate in my studies or it is just an 'excuse' for me to make myself study. No matter what, I am very happy with it, to the fact that, I finally can properly sit on the table, for more than one solid hour, just studying alone.

I just hope that its not too late for me to start studying now, as the final exam is just 2 months more to go. I would not want the heartbroken event to happen again in my life, worrying people I love and  I care as well as people who love me and care for me.

Wish me luck! I'll work my ass off from today onwards to prevent repeating the same history again. I can do it!! Nitez ^^